Words

hasrat / the longing


khali ghonslon ki tarah

khali meri ankhein
raah takti hain din bhar
ke jo panchi bikhre hain teri yaad ke
shaam ho jaye jara
toh laut aayein ghar apne

these eyes of mine
empty, like empty nests
wait all day long
for the scattered birds of your memories
to return home
when the evening falls

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that top of the world feeling

:-0)
just check this out, this man writes good…
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feb 29

just finished a post on my other blog.
the date, feb 29, 2008.
popped into mind, a question curious, it comes only once in four years, this feb. 29…

do we treasure little things in our lives?
??
?

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remembrance of times to come


the horizon is grey, coloured with memories of blue. a grey fog, hangs soft over the distinct tree tops. the grey-green of the distant, rear trees gradually gives way to the dark green of the front row. the yellow distempered drain wall, separating the trees on the bank from the road to my side peels off in the grey-white of the layer exposed.
a red wall divides the road into two, upper and lower halves. a red Maruti 800 with a missing fender speeds off noisily from the view. and ambling away are a creaking, solitary rickshaw and a pedestrian few.
the lower road leads to the always open colony gate, the gate opening up to the homes on either side, their doors closed, sleeping in the shade of the colony trees. the trees are open though, to the squirrels, to the pigeons in flight, to the crows and a solitary parrot or two.
from the third floor balcony where i stand, my eyes sweep gradually, gathering it all, like fallen leaves in the season of fall. as the sun climbs on his invisible ladder, brushing things within reach with his touch of gold, their colours stand guard, resisting this invasion, but eventually merging and fusing into, the green and the red and the grey and the gold.
its a saturday morning and i’m waiting for the day to unfold. you’ll be here in an hour or so. and there’s much to look forward to this day… to this life, with you, by my side.

Just Love How We Fit Together! by Phillip Jaeger
Image: © Philip Jaeger/CORBIS; Photographer: Philip Jaeger; Creator Name: Philip Jaeger; Date Created: 2002

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wednesday morning

got up late, really late.
rushed to the office, half baked.
talked to her on the way, as always.
and the first thing i did on reaching office,
checked what to order from the take-away
🙂
have got lots of stuff on my hand today, two very important presentations tomorrow. lets see what i make of it.

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orange and off white days

http://delhidreams.blogspot.com/2007/02/orange-and-off-white.html

and this sunday when he met her, he wore a full moustache for the first time in his life, and because it was not properly defined, she didn’t notice it for several hours, and finally in the rickshaw ride back home, when he asked her how he was looking, they both laughed at the awkwardness of the moment. and today when she greeted him a happy anniversary, when he had completely forgotten about it, they again laughed at the moment, how everything has shaped into what it is now, although two years have passed when the orange shirt boy first met the off-white suit girl, everything is still as beautiful as it was.

and with many more things to do and explore, to find the infinite possibilities within each other, to share and experience, to gradually build a life, together… everything is even more beautiful than it was.

as the day draws to a close, again, that orange shirt boy will say to the off-white suit girl, that he loves her, in a way never properly expressed by words, and that nothing ever will matter more in life, than this love they have for each other.

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the blessings tag

have been blessed by Starry

its the blessings tag, u tag three or more of your blog-friends, i tag each and everyone, who comes here…
may God bless you all
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and there was love

bohat samay pehle
jab samay ka janm nahi hua tha
sirf shunya tha, andhkar tha
aur vishnu ki nidra tuti nahi thi

bohat samay pehle
jab sabhi cheejein nayi thi
aur unke naam nahi
vivran hua karte the

bohat samay pehle
jab fasal ugi thi pehli
kisi nadi ke kinare
aur sabhyata ne pankh failaye the apne

tab bhi,
tum thi
main tha
aur tha prem

a long time ago
when time hadn’t taken birth
there was only a void, only a darkness
and vishnu’s* slumber was not yet broken

a long time ago
when everything was new
and they had no names
but descriptions only

a long time ago
when the first crop was cultivated
beside a river bank
and civilization had spread its wings

even then,
u were
i was
and there was love

before every cycle of creation, lord vishnu is in his deep slumber (called yog nidra in hindi). when he awakens, the next cycle of (this illusionary) existence begins.

days here are being lived in their extremes. extremes of love and happiness, when we are together, and fortunately we’ve been together a lot these days. extremes of pain and despair, when i’ve been diagnosed with cervical and she seems a distance away. its a big contrast of emotions, a mighty tug at heart, with each passing day… i am just living each day, nothing is left for tomorrows to pine about what were, once the most beautiful and live-able yesterdays of my life.

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the 5th of feb

we celebrated our birthdays together, on her big day 🙂

happy birthday, love
she laughed, and with her, laughed every thing in the room, the floor, the walls, the windows, the doors… the running cooler, the glowing tube light, the balcony outside the room, the trees visible from the balcony, the roots of these trees, the earth clinged to these roots and the sky craving to embrace the earth… the scattered clouds in the sky and the sun peeping from behind the clouds, the sunshine spread everywhere and sunshine’s daughter shadow, each one laughed… smiled wtih me.
sitting in a small house of this big city, a girl’s laughter has brightened the whole existence, filled colours in my life.
how can i not fall in love, with this laughter of hers…

(written many a months ago, for her birthday)
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janmdin mubarak ho pyaar

wo hansi, to uske saath, kamre ki har ek cheej, farsh, deewarein, khidkiyaan, darwaje…chalta hua cooler, jalti huyi light, kamre se bahar ki balcony, balcony mein se dikhte ped, pedon ki jadein, jadon se lipti jameen aur jameen ke agosh ko bechain aasmaan…aasmaan mein bikhre badal aur badlon ke peeche se jhankta sooraj, sooraj ki chautarfa faili roshni aur roshni ki beti chaaya, sab hans pade…muskura pade mere sath.
is bade se shehar ke kisi chhote se ghar mein baithi ek ladki ki hansi ne poori kaynaat ko roshan kar diya hai, zindagi mein rang bhar diya hai meri.
kaise na karoon pyaar, uski is hansi se main…

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