Words

from India to Philipines!!!

A conversation between me & my hi5 friend almira, I found her on yahoo chat in the evening today

Adi: gottcha!

Almira: hey!

Adi: so, how have u been, i’m at the office right now, its 5:40pm here, whats the time at ur place

Almira: im pretty good. Just got my right knee bruised from playing volleyball. It’s 8:03pm here

Adi: in england by any chance??? sorry for the knee… is it bad???

Almira: im from the PHILIPPINES bot England.

Adi: yeah i know, ur profile says dream on in england

Almira: haha, i just wanna go there someday

Adi: me too, r u at home

Almira: yep. In our library, to be exact

Adi: r u a studious kinda girl

Almira: very much. School is my first priority

Adi: i love books, less of libraries, least of school, kind of never studied whatever was being taught at school

Almira: it’s like, u wanna learn but hates to listen?

Adi: no its not that, i wanna learn everything and at a quicker pace than what my teachers adopted… i was always studying my elder brother’s books in school, i just wanted to grow up real fast

Almira: i dont wanna grow up yet! That means more responsibility

Adi: that means independence, and u can always enjoy life even before, after or during growing-up…whatever i missed out, i’m catching now

Almira: how old r u

Almira: ?

Adi: just a little bit, say 10 yrs than u (and she’s is about 14)

Almira: oh

Almira: that’s why u’re ready for all those responsibility. I am not yet

Adi: u really believe what i say

Almira: why not? u arent lying, are oyU?

Almira: *you?

Adi: never caught it as a habit, but sometimes when i’m in a little mischevious mood, i do…not now…u r not regular with hi5 these days…(hi5 is a friendship club kinda site we bumped into each other)

Almira: Ive been busy with exams

Adi: what subjects u’ve, especially languages

Almira: literature, chemistry, computer, THE, grammar, anatomy, drafting, algebra, geometry, trigonometry, and a lot more that i cant remember!

Almira: we dont have foreign languages

Almira: except english, of course

Adi: and what is your mother tongue, which standard or grade u r in, i hope i’m not irritating u with all these q’s

Almira: Filipino. But we Filipinos are really good in English so it’s never really a burden taking up that subject. It’s actually one of my favorites. I’m in 3rd year high school. Sort of 9th grade.

Adi: in the profile window four girls r there, r u the one with the cap…and is filipino a difficult language to learn,

Almira: I am the one with the cap. I guess it might be hard for others to understand our language because if u say a word in a different tempo, it changes the meaning of the word

Almira: And there are also these “revolutions” of meanings. For example, before, “gara” means pretty or cute. NOw “gara” means weird

Adi: okay, that means we both r gara, u pretty, me weird

Almira: I’ll accept that as a compliment! But hey, you’re not weird!

Adi: all aquarians are, what’s ur date of birth

Almira: July 26

Almira: Which makes me a Leo

Adi: acha, tell me one thing, i’m naturally curious to know, what ur name means in filipino, u know what it means in english

Almira: acha?

Adi: oh, sorry, acha in hindi – my mother tongue means okay…

Adi: or ‘well’, depending on usage

Almira: I dont know what it means in Filipino but I know what it means in English

Adi: so is it a nickname or a proper well thought of name by ur parents

Almira: Almira means Princess while Clarisa [my real name is ALmira Clarisa] means Famous

Almira: My full name is Almira Clarisa Santos

Almira: you?

Adi: ah, the princess, ur humble subject’s full name is Alok Saini and he comes from the State of New Delhi of the country of India

Almira: the meaning of your name, do you know?

Adi: yeah, Alok means light, more specifically the divine light kinda usage

Almira: oh

Adi: what it feels like connecting to someone so far apart, both physically & culturally… do u know someone from India

Almira: Im pretty used to it. I’ve got a friend there, His name is Avi

Adi: as i told u, i’m not much into chatting, i’m just learning the stuff

Almira: oh. What sports do u do?

Adi: i used to play cricket, although not a lot, apart from that, i play chess n carom n crosswords, mostly

Almira: i play volleyball, chess, table tennis, badminton, and taekwondo

Adi: so we r complete opposites in that regard, i’m an indoor person, u r an outdoor person…

Almira: swimming too, i forgot. I was able to play those because my dad taught me, not by my own will

Adi: but u do enjoy sports

Almira: i do, even if it is tiring.

Adi: what matters more is that u enjoy the game, hey how this picture of urs changed? there’s a cute puppy in its place

Almira: i changed it. I’ve been using that pic quite long so I tried something new.

Almira: I like dogs

Adi: i looooovvvvvve dogs

Almira: i hate cats

Almira: gtg

Almira: chat u some other time

Adi: absolutely, positively, but what is gtg, okay some other time, good night

I understood later, that gtg is got to go! Freakily ignorant I’m of the lingo of today’s generation!

This is the 25thof November, 7:23pm, and I adi, still all wonderous, all incredulous about modern technology is signing off. What a small world this has become?

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Sardiyaan aa gayi hain…




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So, i’m through, wish me best of luck

Its been taken care of…
Finally, i gathered enough strength to tell my loving boss, was leaving his firm and joining other…
with this comes a period of tension & apprehension….
of leaving a comfortable cushion and starting all over again,
just for a thing we call, achievement…
am i ready for the things to come?
only time will tell…

i’ve been in this job for 10 months, i’ve done everything and somedays nothing, but sometimes the other things took too much time and focus rather than what i was looking for, i’m a copywriter and i’m supposed to write, but here, sometimes days passed without me getting hands on anything worthwhile,
and i would instead be doing, office mails, correspondence, co-ordination, meeting with clients, net searching and all that stuff which i was not suppossed to do.
yes, being a small agency, everybody has to multi-task a bit, but when it becomes the main thing-to-do, you know you’ll have to leave….

so, i’ve bagged a posting with another bigger agency, it has seen slightly better days, kinda top slots in Delhi, but now it is in a bit shaky position. still, i’ve chosen it:
to leave the small agency mindset,
to get a hang of how things are carried out in a bigger set up,
to see where i belong in the professional hiearchy, ‘yaani main kitne paani mein hoon?’
and a lot many little things like a significant increase in the pay packet. i seriously dont know for how much time i’ll stay there or they’ll keep me, everyone has an apprenshion about joining a new job…but one thing is for sure, i’m prepared for it.

and God willing, i’ll be able to prove myself also.

i hope, i’ve my well wishers’ blessings with me…

i’m adi, this is the 23rd of november 2005, and delhidreams are well & truly on…

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bachpan – kuch shabd


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On Gurupurab


“Even kings & emperors with heaps of wealth & vast dominion can’t compare with an ant filled with the love of God.”

Guru Nanak


Guru Purab is the birth anniversary of Guru Nanak, who founded the Sikh faith. His and the other Guru’s sayings are contained in the Holy Book, Shri Guru Granth Sahib, which are in the form of rhythmical couplets, senwaiyans, chhands and other poetic forms.


There is one God

He is the Supreme Truth
He, the Creator is without fear & without hate
He, the Omnipresent pervades the universe
He is not born, nor does He die to be born again
by His grace shalt thou worship Him
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dialogue

a conversation between me and my friend aparna
on the 12th of November, 05
it started with me, asking for her snap thru mail as I’d never seen her…
by the way is stpid si photo ka karoge kya?
im looking extremely stupid in this
love
aparna
yeah u do luk a little crossed here… but then… since when did this create a problem… love adi
i hop[e its looking ok
i was cross coz i hate the sun in the eye
and the sun was blinding
so wen am i getting ur pic
love
aparna
and this is how i look like…
behold my eternal splendour…
(I mailed her an image of Krishna) adi
ha ha
i wish you were really gopal
i could do with his presence in my life
frankly even if you were i wouldnt have believed you
i cant believe he has any interest in my life
next “4 years” is the test of my faith…then my faith is in shades of black or white…..filhaal greys mein hai
the eternal splendour is difficult to believe in times of trouble
(then I mailed her my actual snap)
and here’s my present incarnation i’m with my boss’es children at ‘har ki pauri’ haridwar adi
ure quite good looking so do i have chance once i dump sam
and ur as thin as sam not lesserthan that
thr is something else i noticed will tell you that wen we meet
mmmm wen will that be
yeah, i wonder…wen will we
uh some time soon
dont worry woh waqt bhi ayega
at exactly this momnet in a conversation, i begin to wonder, what now adi
what about now?
us?
wondering is a part and parcel of romantics….poets and dreamers are romantics dear……which category are you in
im in both
i’m the original dreamweaver…
the first one, there was…
and the last one, there will be…
i am, i was, i will…
adi
“im the alpha,im the omega” concept huh?
im sure you were the original dreamweaver…
but what about my insanity.dreams which have over the years have been proven insane…inspite of all that i still believe….my dreams stay true for me……….
have i become introspective or am i just proving a point?
all your dreams, all your desires, all your sanity & all your vanity…
they are as much a part of me, as of you…
however insane, they WILL stay true to you…
every poet, every romantic, was, is and will remain a dreamweaver…
what is a poet without a thought, and what is a thought without the seed of a dream…
i wonder, and yes, i introspect….
adi
uh all my thoughts from ure words
what makes me a romantic i have never understood after every shock i thougth i have landed back on the earth below….
only to look down and see im rising again
as for dream weaving….
a thought or a dream or the intrspection
constant but the poetry gets lost in the pain
and yet from the pain rises the song
a full circle,
a dream taking its revenge
for its not come true either,
questions become self answered
and yet we keep asking them
.dreams or just hallucinations
hallucinations are the unfulfilled dreams
we come back to the weaving
weaving the pain and smiles together
which the world calls fake
i call it true….cause thats what i want
my wants are my ultimate truths
lies are not apart of me
lies are just trying to grab my entity……….
“I am the goal,
the sustainer, the master, the witness,
the abode, the refuge
&
the most dear friend.
I am the creation & the annihilation,
the basis of everything,
the resting place & the eternal seed.”
(these words I’ve taken from Shrimad Bhagvat Gita & at present grace my e-mail signature)
I am but a dream
November 12th, 2005 Adi
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The Meaning of Life

make a little wish today
& blow it in the wind
open a new window somewhere
see some soul sneak in

close your eyes soft
speak a silent prayer
spend a day with friends
draw a dream with care

enjoy the beauty humble
revere a blade of grass
seek the wonder that is world
let these joys in life amass

life, is not lived in years & in months
in anniversaries & in occasions
not even in money & awards
it is in the little moments that life gets its rewards

breathe & seek
say & see
do & dream
give & forgive
go & grow
hide & seek
know & lead
learn & have fun

do a thousand things more…LIVE

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Circle of Life

it starts & it moves

it flows & it flies

it shines & it smiles

it laughs & it cries


never ending

never stopping

always aspiring

always inspiring

it is the circle of life

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talk, share, speak…utilize the gifts,;!

i think this wonderful image is more apt for my previous post.
this world has become a smaller place due to modern means of communication.
but we still need someone to talk to, even if it is a friend hundreds of miles away.
blessed are those who have someone they can share their hearts with.
i’m adi and this is a heartfelt thanks to all my friends & family people.
bye,
adi

bye the way, this is 9:30 in the evening, i’m still at office, will be home in an hour or so, and i’m missing some key people in my life today, dunno when i’ll be able to meet them or talk to them…
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gawd i’m bored & missing u pino

guess what,
feeling totally, hopelessly, completely bored…
in the office without any work to do, i took a blank canvas, picked the first photograph i cud on my personal images folder, and this comic image came forward…
well, its better than having nothing at all, atleast u wont be bored…

today pino called, all the way from hyedarabad,
i was surprised, but didnt show it…
i like surprising people though,
and they are surprised when i dont show that i’m surprised…

god, think that’s enough…
so, it was nice talking to him after a long time, however much the internet and e-mailing takes over your life, a good old long distance phone call from a dear friend, brings a lump in your throat… i remember when we met for the last time at cp, he’s just a little kid, all alone in a city where nobody knows him, god, pls. take good care of him…
adi
p.s. pls. all the copywrights to this image are of the website where it belongs, my usage is purely personal in nature

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